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Ren Vee
30 November 2007 @ 09:04 pm
I'm happy ^_^
Ren Vee
12 November 2007 @ 11:50 am
I just wrote a four page paper at seven in the morning the day it was due, slightly intoxicated, and got an A-. College is great.
Ren Vee
08 November 2007 @ 09:32 pm
I adore college. I know I really haven't seriously updated in a while (which I regret), but for now I'm going to get down to the specifics and go for it.

(Relatively) Recent news--

Ryan, Saumya (amazing new overachiever friend), and I are taking the most amazing hip hop dance class (which we rock at completely) and we're thinking about joining the school's student run dance company.

I've decided to double major in business and econ. and east asian studies with minors in international relations and japanese

the party scene at ursinus is SICK. mel, you should come visit on the weekend sometime. last saturday consisted of dancing for three hours straight and then chilling in the dorms whilst watching transformers and having thumb wars with a seriously amazing guy who i will probably mention again in the near future

i just got back from sparring Kristen, a fellow blackbelt, in the middle of the dorm hall.

my roommate us quite possibly one of the most awesome people in the world, and i consider her one of my close friends here

i have a five page paper to write but it's okay because i'm running completely on endorphins right now

i got in touch more with kim and christian who i haven't talked to in months, i don't know why because they're so completely AMAZING

i LOVE my life right now.

but anyways, that's it for me at the moment. mel i hope you get better reeeeeally soon, sick at college is no fun at all, and vicky, major squee for rob! i'm so glad you're happy!

Current Mood: chipperCOMPLETE
Ren Vee
8:45 pm: Get off four hour shift at the diner, and stopped at coffee house for dinner, my first real meal of the day (excluding the lucky charms scarfed hastily before CIE).
9:57 pm: Screw up limewire and utter a colorful array of appropriate profanities.
10:36 pm: Study katakana for upcoming quiz .
10:37 pm: Come to the realization that I am going to fail upcoming quiz.
10:38 pm: Play The Sims.
11:57 pm: First attempt at sleep.
12:45 am: Hall idiots (probably intoxicated) fall into our wall several times in rapid succession.
1:15 am: Idiots return with BULLHORN and proceed to shout "testicles" over...and over...and over again.
1:16 am: Roommate threatens to shove aforementioned bullhorn up idiots' rectal cavity if activity is not immediately ceased.
1:36 am: Discouraged by roommate's violent response, idiots proceed OUTSIDE dormitory to shout "testicles" repeatedly.
1:37 am: Conclude that some individuals must not have been beaten enough as children.
2:05 am: Second attempt at sleep.
2:27 am: Fire alarm sounds. Building evacuated.
2:33 am: Dorm advisers learn that guard authorized to shut off fire alarm is unavailable. Students proceed to sit outside for the next twenty minutes.
2:50 am: Walk to Wawa with Ryan and other roommate to kill time.
3:24 am: Return to dormitory and realize that any chance at sleep is lost.
3:25 am: Take bizarre cracked out pictures and upload to facebook.
3:45 am: Compare Ryan to molecule of ATP.
4:36 am: Have trippy conversation with roommate about waffles and kinky nuns until 5:56.
5:56 am: Sleep.
6:27 am: Wake up.

Ren Vee
17 October 2007 @ 12:46 am
I wrote this lengthy, poignant entry describing exactly how I felt about the current situation and I meant for him to read it and to understand...and then I deleted it.

Do I really think I can explain two months of low self esteem and helplessness and a feud with a person I once considered one of my closest friends in one lj entry?

If you actually do read this (and you probably only will because you will have been looking for a "bitchy" entry to use against me), drop me a line; we need to talk.
Ren Vee
24 September 2007 @ 07:46 am


be back in the 'bury this thursday night!!
Ren Vee
23 May 2007 @ 03:32 pm
Apparently, I have no right to be upset, to feel anxiety and uncertainty about my future, because I directly create every bad and troublesome event in my life. Well, you know what? Screw you. I take action when I deem necessary. I think it's ridiculous to brand me a lazy coward because I don't pick fights I can't possibly win; I know what's real, what's attainable, and aspire to that instead.

I just wanted to get that out of the way, because, truthfully, I'm feeling pretty good right now. Precalc wasn't too horrific. I think I nailed most of the multiple choice, and the write-outs weren't too too bad. In short, I think I passed. Anyways, I'm not sure how craptacular everyones schedules are this time of year, but I definitely want to plan one big, get together to celebrate the actual END of these teenage shenanigans. Some time late June, hopefully once I have quit my job at the old folks home and found one with more convenient hours, ie not seven in the morning to seven at night. Hopefully.
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Ren Vee
28 April 2007 @ 12:15 pm
d'arc, if you even still check your friends page: family values tour tickets, on sale at livenation.com, show featuring korn, evanescence, flyleaf, atreyu, hellyeah, trivium, droid, and neurosonic. lawn tickets 9.99, cheapest seats are 29.50, pit's bout 60 bucks. shows at the dodge july 29. ryan you might be interested. mel you too perhaps, more for the revelry and abandon than the music. vix, i think all the death metal kids would scare you =] comment if interested
Current Mood: groggygroggy
Ren Vee
09 April 2007 @ 11:35 pm
Current Mood: crazycrazy
Ren Vee
04 April 2007 @ 11:11 pm
I've come to terms with who I am, what I want, and where I'm going, and it pisses me off that the people who have an effect on my life don't know what the hell they're doing. If you're going to screw around with my mind, then I'd prefer you just fuck off completely.
Current Mood: pissed offWhat do you think?